Born into life
that is like a shadow
who awaits light from the horizon.
I only come into existence
when you shed light into my way
once without you I vanish away.
I know that you're far away
I only wish to keep my eyes on you
in this lifetime I only need this much.
Just loving you, I'm not brave enough
Just secretly loving you, I'm still afraid
I can only remind myself, who I am.
I'm just a fading shadow
getting only a flicker of light from you
I felt happy just this much
it's more than enough.
Khun Mon.
I have a keepsake for you.
What is it, Wi?
But you must close your eyes first.
Close your eyes please.
- Khun Mon . . . close your eyes. - Alright.
Can I open them yet? - Wait, not yet.
Are you going to prank me?- No . . .
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God bless!
Open your eyes now.
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For . . . Khun Mon only.Wiyada Hiranyaiwan
Wi . . .
So cute.
words are beautifully written
is beautifully written.
I intentionally wanted to write it for you.
So that you will have it to look at in my place when you are abroad.
And, it will give you encouragement.
Let you smile always.
Wi, thank you very much.
I will keep this picture
as my encouragement
for ever.
Come here!
- Come here! - No, Madam!
Madam
mother
Gather up all of your things and get out of my house!
Madam, are you chasing us out?
I'm chasing you!
I'm chasing you and Lak out of my house!
You hurry up and gather up your things!
Go, before Mon returns!
Madam
Madam, please!
I beg of you, Madam.
You can hit, yell or slap us..
But Madam, please don't chase us away.
We beg you! We have no where to go
I took care of you two...
it is no better than letting a dog stay with me
You take Lakkana out of my house right now
Gather up your things and go!
Get on out!
Get out!
You, too! Get out!
mother
stop this
What is this?
Why do you have to chase them out of the house?
Mom! Mom!
You know very well.
who did all these good things
I have enough of what you did
I will not let Mon follow your foot steps
doing those shameful things
Before coming here...
You two, mother and daughter...
get out and never appear before me again!
go old man
madam
Madam! Please, Madam!
No, Madam! Madam, don't go!
GO!
Mom . . .
Do we have to go from here for real?
Do we have to leave?
Madam chased us out, how can we stay?
How could it be like this?
It is all because of you.
It's because of you Lakkana! It is because of you only!
everyone must suffer now
I didn't do anything wrong
stop arguing
If it wasn't because of you? How could Mon be standing in your room, if you didn't have anything to do with him?
Did I tell you? Why didn't you listen to me!
It's all because of you only, Lakkana!
Because of you, only! If you didn't have anything with Mon for real...
how could he be in the room with you. You naughty child!
Mom...
If I made you suffer...
I will take responsibility for it.
Thank you, Mon for taking me out. It was so much fun.
don't mention it
if you want to visit my mother
Please do. I'll wait here.
Why are you talking strangely?
Why don't we go together?
Khun Mon, what's that sound?
What's that sound, why does it sound so scary?
It's mother. Mother must be in hysterics again!
Khun Mon!
What is that sound? What are they doing?
What is this noise?
Who's yelling and screaming?
what's happening?
Madam
mother
Lak
Jian
Lak
Lak . . . Lak
Lak!
Don't look at me like that, I'm not involved.
It's not me. Nothing to do with me . . .
Khun Mon, so you're here.
Gently, be careful.
Slowly, be careful.
slowly
Careful walk.
I have arranged for the funeral
go back and rest
how can I
an innocent life just died
Lak used her life
to defend mother's accusations
this is unfair
I didn't want it to be this way!
But mother, you forced her.
Lak didn't have a choice.
Mom, you cause her to died.
I did this
to protect you
because you are my son.
because I love you
How is it? Why?
Do you want me to die with her? Before you're satisfy!
then you will be satisfied
don't do this
No, don't!
calm down
If you have to harm other people for me...
I should not be staying here.
So no one will have to die because of me.
Mon!- Wait! What do you mean by saying this?
I will go stay with at a friend's house.
Then leave for Australia right away...
after Lakkana's funeral.
I will never step in this house again!
Forever!
I will finish my studies and find work.
Take care of myself there.
Don't contact me.
don't send me money
Don't send me any news.
Mom, you can consider it...
that you never have a son like me.
Mon
Stop! Stop, Jian!
Let him go. Let him go!
Go where ever you want! And don't come back!
Go! Don't come back!
calm down
Calm down! Calm down.
Don't lose your temper. He will come back by himself.
Don't do this Tuptim!
Sister Jian
don't cry
Tuptim!
Don't do this!
Khun Mon! Khun Mon!
Khun Mon! Don't do this!
Khun Mon!
Khun Mon! You doing this...
won't make Lak return to life.
yes, I know
but I can't stay here anymore
and pretend nothing happened. I can't do it, Wi.
Khun Mon!
What about me?
And our engagement?
What are we going to do, Khun Mon?
Mon
Stay and wait until our engagement, okay?
Okay, Khun Mon? Okay?
A person has died...
because of me, Wi.
I don't have the heart to get engaged
I'm sorry.
Khun Mon!
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Khun Pa,
why do we prepare presents for those going overseas to study?
Why do you ask?
I saw Miss Wi giving Khun Mon a gift.
it is to encourage him to study well
and think of us
then, are you not giving P'Nu a gift?
In a little while, P'Nu will be going abroad also.
He probably doesn't want any gift from me.
Bee, you can sew right?
you can have these leftover clothe and do your art work
all for you
Thank you very much.
Khun Pa, Excuse me while I go clean up.
How are you walking? You crazy kid!
I'm sorry, Miss Wi.
Don't make excuses! You stupid girl!
P'Wi, stop!
Stop it! Why get so angry?
all because of her who brings bad luck
since she came in this house...
I didn't have any happy moments
Wi, my child!
Wi, what's going on dear?
Mother! Khun Mon has cancelled the engagement.
And next week, he will be leaving for oversea.
What?
Khun Mon i sgoing overseas?
I am happy you've return.
The truth is, I don't want to come here at all.
Let me be direct...
I can't forget the bad stuff...
that happened to Lak.
- Monthai. - Anyhow,
I must bid you good bye for my travel.
thank you for your filial piety
I wish you safe travel.
And all the best with your studies like you have intended.
thank you dad
Are you going to bid good bye to your mother?
no
you can tell her for me
he is still angry with me
he's angry at me, he's angry!
He's angry!
Tuptim, calm down.
both of you just don't see eye to eye
and are equally stubborn
believe me
if our child doesn't give in first,
you should give-in for him.
if not
you will continue to hurt one another
My son.
He is angry with me!
He's angry at me!
Bee, where are you in a rush to go?
I'm going to the airport with Miss Wi.
You're too late, Bee.
The car has left.
Khun Monthai!
Miss Wi! Miss Pa! Wait for me!
Miss Wi! Miss Pa!
Wait for me!
Wait please!
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Why are you crying, Bee?
Khun Mon.
I can't catch up with Miss Wi
I thought I won't see you again.
I came to say good bye to my parents
and will leave soon
Why did you want to see me?
I have a gift for you
You made me a handkerchief?
Thank you very much.
You are leaving me to go overseas.
Grandma also left me.
Why is that everyone that I love...
all leave me?
I have no one now
Calm down, Bee.
This Asoke flower symbolize...
no misery.
It is a happy flower.
I am going to let this Asoke flower...
represent me.
Stay as your friend while I am not here.
until we meet again
Khun Mon . . .
Khun Mon.
What's that? We're moving to Chiangmai?
That's right. I just received the order today.
I will be promoted in 3 months
as the new Mayor of Chiangmai.
This is really good news, mom!
This means we should go buy some fabrics...
so that we can have new clothes made.
Why make new clothes? Your cupboard is already full.
Here! How could I be wearing old clothes, Pa?
I am Wiyada Hiranyaiwan.
Daughter of the new Major of Chiangmai.
I must look better than the other Chiangmai people
Let's go, mother.
Miss Wi!
What's all the commotion, Bee!
Forgive me, Madam.
A letter from abroad, Miss Wi.
Dear Wi, my love.
I have arrived in Australia safely.
Once I found my accommodation,
The first thing that I did was bring out the picture you gave me to look at.
do you know Wi
your sweet smile and beautiful hand writing...
is like a heavenly scent
moisturizing my heart which is far away from home
What else, Miss Wi?
He talked about his dorm.
And about the university.
And also said that the weather there...
is very cold...
with strong wind too.
Bee, come here. Stand up.
What is it, Miss Wi?
Reply to Khun Mon's letter for me. Here.
why don't you write it personally
How could that be?
He has seen your handwriting on the back of the photo already.
he thought I wrote it, that is why he liked my letters
he need not see my crawly handwriting
He would figure it out then!
Write in my place, hurry.
Write in your place?
What should I write?
write
Dear Mon, my love.
for the past month
was a painful time
because I...
miss you with every breathes.
...my father is about to move to Chiangmai to receive his new official position.
I will feel even more lonely there.
I will be far from my friends
the most important is that I will be far from your house
your house represents you whom I love a lot
Dear Wi, my love. This is Christmas season.
The dorm is very quiet.
All the student has left to go celebrate with their family at home.
As for me...
home is only full of bad memories.
That I have never forgotten.
Your beautiful smiles,
is the only good memory...
that I have of Thailand.
Thinking of you always.
Dear Mon, my love.
the photo you sent me is very beautiful.
My Mon is very handsome too.
Handsome, but I worry...
that the girls of Australian...
will they come surround me?
two years is a long time
It is possible you may have forgotten me
from your heart already
Dear Wi, my love.
No matter how long time has passed,
I have never forgotten the promise we made to each other...
Beneath the Asoke tree.
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The Asoke tree where we met...
to love each other...
where I promised to always love you
Please believe me, my love.
That everything...
is still the same as before
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Asoke (Lucky Flower) tree...